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There is always light in the darkness

2007-10-29T01:03:16Z

This is totally random shot - not planned at all ! I was on msn - as usual - and I went out or for some strange undefined reason, I went to check the living room. And there it was ! A beautiful straight clean rectangle of pure sun light :D and long enough so that Yumi in her whole could be ... you get the picture ;)

^____^

I love how she glows - can't deny that !!

White Neko Angel - series 2 ; Kitty is ready to play

2007-09-09T23:31:26Z

I'm a lonely kitty

left by my Master

He's gone - he's left me

No mouse - no toys - no food - no water

But I am a strong kitty

I will get on my paws

seek for the ghost of my master

haunt and hunt the soul of my master

I will then abandon him like he has forgotten me

In the distance of my memory

He'll lose track of my steps in the endless emptyness

And slowly I will peacefully forget his existence

Walking in the white desert of memory

Wind of my past blowing on my face

Dust of souvenirs will dirty my white fur

But the emptiness of my travel shall be my confident

In the light of forgetfulness

In the darkness of memory

I shall walk in the white

Find another master

One that will remember me

One who will feed me

One who will play with me

One who will know me

One who will love me

One who will ...

One who will remember me

White Neko Angel - series 1 ; Colors of the spirit

2007-09-09T23:07:56Z

" We are one, we are one
Distant rhythm in a troubled sky "

"Angry clouds divide the sun
Feels like thunder and so do I "

" Bloody silence has begun
Flying like a wounded dove "

" Tomorrow comes undone
Surrender don't come easily "

" We try to get over... over
Falling together... together "

"Many colors of the spirit
Many lives below the sun "

" We are colors of the spirit
We are many... we are one "

" Ask the question - what's goin' on
Why raging children run "

" Where's the father's legacy
Where's the harvest of the son "

" Close your eyes and tell me what you see
I see the same thing... same thing "

" Many colors of the spirit
Many lives below the sun "

" We are colors of the spirit
We are many... we are one "

" No, surrender don't come easily
We try to get over... over "

" Many colors of the spirit
Many lives below the sun "

" We are colors of the spirit
We are many... we are one "

" We are many... we are one "

Lyrics ; Journey - album : Trial by fire

Virgin Mary Icon - Portraits

2007-09-09T22:30:58Z

Virgin Mary Icon

2007-09-09T22:23:51Z

To be continued ...

Flowing from her hand

2007-07-08T21:28:48Z

Flowing from her hand is the source of souls. The ribbon dives into two directions because everything in our world is double. (With some in between - in the gray zone)

Soul mates

2007-07-08T21:16:54Z

In this series, I am exploring my rendition of soul-mates. If we go back to the lake and fish idea I had exposed in the previous post, let's imagine the current, directed by the conscious of the lake, drives two little fishes exactly at the same time and on the same precise location on the shore. The lake would have detected similarities between the two little fishes and by separating them from the mass of the crowd, she allows them to mutually see the other's reflection of one self's thoughts, likings. It's like putting face to face two pieces of mirror. They will indefinitely reflect each other. I think soul-mates are two mirrors facing each other.

River of Souls

2007-07-08T20:59:10Z

*Takes a deep breath* These 3 following series might sort of affect some ppl. Please don't judge me or get on me because I have ideas and concepts different from the rest of the world.

In these 3 series, Yumi plays the role of "God". She is female god creator because in the ancient times - before the single monotheist religions came to be the ruling ones - ppl worshiped a female creator goddess, source of life and everything.

As for me - I do believe what I have read from Dr. Micheal Newton (Another body for my soul) book and the conferences of Rudolf Steiner about souls.

So... series one sets the general theme of the goddess and the souls. She is one with the river where the souls are created - or where they wake up. To make it simple, it's like a many little fishes in a lake. They would know the lake is their original source and that without the lake they cannot exist. But they do not know what the lake is - how the lake is - they just feel a connection between their environment and themselves. The lake, as for herself, is conscious of being a bigger thing holding all those milliards of tiny existences in her womb.

Dark choices

2007-07-07T22:02:20Z

It has been said that choices are to be made and to be understood in order to advance in the challenges of life.

The Oracle said so a long time ago. Before the war.

You have chosen your cards, I see your soul is struggling between strength and darkness. Your choices are to be made carefully for a path that will ensure you contentment.

Are you sure this is the choice you want to assume ? Change is ahead of you then.

Strangely - I see my reflection in the choice you have made. Why is that so...

White Priestess - Nature Ceremony

2007-07-06T01:45:13Z

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When I think of you

2007-05-13T22:28:47Z

These series are Totally 18+ for obvious reasons - please if you are not 18 - pass on ! Thank you.

When I think of you - the wind twirls in the sakura tree branches

The blossoms bloom like my heart and shiver like my body

The waves of your passion caress the shores of my body

I want to open the portals of my home to my Samourai

I want to fall in dream with you

I want to fall in love with you

I want to reach out to you

But would you wake me up after the delight ?

But would you drown me in what I want to escape ?

When I think of you
I can fall in dream with you
I can fall in love with you
When I think of you
The sakuras dance in the wind
You are the one on my mind
When I think you of you I lose my will
You are my morning light

She came from the winter

2007-03-12T21:38:45Z

"Major ... You look different"

" I am NOT the Major, silly Tachikoma"

"Major - your hair is sooo much softer now - which shampoo you used ?"

*Sigh* "TrèsEmme on Monday, Herbal Essences on friday, Pantene Pro V on tuesday, Timothey on wednesday and Head and Shoulders on Thursday... happy ? Now please get off my head!"

The end ...

Captured sun

2007-01-25T23:45:12Z

Yesterday, on January the 2rrth, our biology teacher let us lave before the regular time because he forgot his all mighty biology revision CD-ROM in Québec city and so we couldn't revise the endocrine system. Not that we really complained about the thing. (We love our teacher, really, but hey - you don't gonna whine at 1 hour and a half "off".

So I came home early and ^-^ hehe - you see me coming.

I did two photoshoots. One dedicated to my English teacher (Miss Valenta) because she makes us read this damn novel by Margaret Atwood - called Cat's eye. I am currently in part 4, at page 121 and it seems just now to get a little interesting.

Right after, I saw how the sun was setting down on boulevard de l'Acadie - and hellooooooooo dream photoshoot. I would like to thank the Sun, Yumi and my Camera for making happy. (and the Omnious J god of course for making this possible and enjoyed every single minute ^^)

The Blind Unicorn - take 1

2007-01-24T01:27:23Z

The best ones - BW

Modified in photoshop - I juste looove this one

The other ones - Color

Note ; I will have a "series 2" - an update this week end. The light is awful in my room, but I was too thrilled with the boots+trench coat+white fur wig :D !!

The inside joke

2007-01-12T17:44:35Z

I couldn't resist making the joke. So here it is.

Fonts available on www.dafont.com

The perfume - the pics of a nude girl and a bottle of perfume

2007-01-09T22:23:41Z

Yesterday - monday the 8th my sweet-pie friend Johan took me to the movies and we watched The perfume ; the story of a murderer (funny note, in the original French story, written by Patrick Sunskid, the title is "Le parfum; l'histoire d'un meurtre - the story of one murder - perhaps the first murder who changed the protagonist's life story for ever and a murder that happened soon after his birth, somehow because the child proved to the world he was alive.

I totally loved the movie and I felt inspired so of course I did a first photoshoot with Yumi.

And I totally dedicate this photoshoot to my friend Johan. ^-^

Nudity warning.

The official book cover

The official movie wallpapers from the site - check it out it's a stunning movie - go see it

http://www.perfumemovie.com/

His first love - or experience with "uncapturable" scent of delight - his quest's debut - the trigger

The protagonist - Jean-Baptiste Grenouille (John-Baptist Frog) - kinda cute, neh ? A very special young man, to say the least about him. He'll create The Perfume that change the face of the world.

The secret 13th ingredient to a perfume. The one ingredient which will last for hours and decades in the memory of men. The young woman he had truly loved in his very strange manner. Isn't she exquisite ?

I believe this is the European movie moster - isn't it most charming ?

This is the Canadian poster - It's really well thought and made too.

Blind Romance in Red

2007-01-06T17:16:11Z

I just put together some white lace piece with a red fabric I had saved from 2005 (didn't want to spoil it with my Tyler Wentworth since my sewing skills were ... bloody crappy and she is sooo small and didn't felt confident enough yet to cut it to do something for Yumi neither (I am waiting to find a proper pattern or something worth the fabric) so I ended up assembling them quickly with a red ribbon and the result was rather nice even if it's 10 mins "put together with safety pins *sweat drop*

Piccies now

The photoshoped ones - I painted her lips red for the occasion (in the program)

The regular shots -

Thanks for looking :D

(not totally related but almost ; I also have good news :D A friend from Den of Angels gave me tips how to take off the seallant (with regular nail polish remover) and how I should spray it ; not as close as I first did - so Yumi might have a face soon - at least before march I hope - *lol* )

That's all folks !! ^____^

Please vote for me ? :D

2007-01-03T18:17:23Z

Cross post from Yumi's page

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45776005/

It's a contest on deviant art where the participants had to pose their BJD with toys and plushes - the prizes are
1- subscription to Haute DOll Magazine (the dream)
2- shoes for the doll
3- assorted hairclips

ppl have until Januray 6th to vote - so Pretty Please with honey and sweet creme, if you have a Deviant account, would you be so kind to vote for me ? :D my subscriptions are the following

entry number 1

entry number 2

entry number 3

entry number 4

entry number 5

voting page http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45776005/
and you have until January the 6th

^_____________________________________^

Thankies a ton !!

Yumi spamming hardcore (nudity warning)

2007-01-02T04:19:29Z

I guess we all have our way to celebrate new year's eve and all and guess how I spent mine ? ... Yeah you're right, crazy as I am, I was jogging between my PC, my telly and my dolly. As an end result, I saw "The true story of Ruth" at least 5 times in one evening/night, I chatted with around 10 ppl on msn and I took 273 pics of my Yumi - here are the best: they are divided into 3 main categories - slow connection users - go grab a coffee and newspaper - download will take the century to come about. Fasten your seat belts, you are in for a heck of a long long long ride ^__^;

Series 1 ; "Angel divine" (inspired by Ringo Starr's song)

(I just love this one - photoshoped - gray scale + duo-tone black and golden yellow)

Series 2 - Silver and Gold

Series 3 - Silver Globe

Sewing project number 3

2006-12-25T02:03:00Z

Sewing project number 3; - the top was the most challenging part - the inside view still is crappy enough to see the amateurish level of my talents ^-^ ;;

Christmas sewing projects

2006-12-21T17:54:14Z

I felt totally inspired to sew Yumi some Christmas-y clothes and I achieved two this far. Two more on the table *lol* she needs some undies and a long robe.

Project number one - the typical red and white almost elvish feeler costume

This first is done with not real fabric and I cheated as I glued the white/golden bordered ribbon on it *blushes* (the type of material is called in French "feutre" - translated it gives... I'm not even sure this makes sense... "felt" or felt hat ?? ) anyway - on with the pics ^-^

(the skirt is rather shorty short)

(but of course I managed to get in little ribbons and fancy girly decorations)

(and can be quite sexy when she wants to show that angle)

(of course my weakness is the backside - I need to learn to make the closing parts more centered)

Project number 2 - the more real fabric feeler with cute Christmas-y accent too. My mom landed me some over cuts she has kept of a fabric she has used to make bed sheets (or protective sheets ? ) At first I had ten tons of versions in my head to make this one. I wanted a sexy top for sure - but the bottom - oh la. It was supposed to be a long skirt with an open on the side, then an open with white flowing thingy - that could just flow a couple of miles, then a little student kinda skirt with the white decorations I have made to the top but then I was running of the material so I made decorations with the same fabric and lastly I decided to make a closed long skirt. I kept the previous ideas for other projects when I'll have more fabric to work with. --- Piccies and yes the back still sucks - but for a first attempt with real fabric, I am rather satisfied and proud and happy !!

(a first impression with the top - yet simple and charming but I found it too wide open for a holyday kinda event)

(now I am satisfied how this turned out - gave me ideas for future projects - it now has the glamour-ish kinda feel I wanted to add to it)

(but has also kept the sexy opening)

(yes you can see I have spent my teen-hood watching lame American addictive soap operas)

(>_<;; I still don't know what took me to pose her like that - the "Shakesperian" pose with the golden light - and it glittered so much when I was taking the pic was beautiful)

(gotta love the feeling of a setting sun in Montreal - lol)

(the skirt part now - this is the "caneva" if I may call it that way )

(on the doll to have a possible "how it should look" and later I learned that the bottom part should have been twice as large to make an ample skirt ^-^;; - we learn from our mistakes)

Taaa-daaaa !! Finished skirt !! I guess the tightness of it makes it a bit more sexier and in accord with the top)

(as I said - the back is still my weakness)

(not quite centered on the top - attaching part but now I know how it should be done and cut ^-^ )

THE GLAMOUR SHOTS - hihi

(yup - she's still headless but the head it's on it's merry way ^-^)

That's all Folks - Hope you liked it ^-^ See you around in my next post
smilies (c) to Den of Angels forum

So pretty in white

2006-12-17T18:35:39Z

Let it slide
Overhead
When i believe in you
My soul can rest

When we shine
Like the sun
You seem the only one
My only friend

So pretty in white
Pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white
Pretty when you're faithful
When you're faithful

I resigned
From myself
Took a break
As someone else

Lyrics ; Bush (song ; Inflatable)

Until death do us part...

2006-12-15T02:02:55Z

Until death do us part
My heart shall belong to only yours
Until death do us part
This life shall be ours

and the final fake magazine look ^-^

yumi_tacksam @ 2006-12-12T19:55:00

2006-12-13T00:55:36Z

As the sun was bathing the room, the white sheets of my bed were like the waves of the ocean in which I drowned during the night. I tried to swim, I laid out my hands, but the see has swallowed me and in it's white softness I felt living again.

Reaching out to the sun's rays - I felt the blood thumping in my fingers with the passion and the fire of life.

Life was white and soft.

Life was the happiness of consciousness.

Her arrival...

2006-12-13T00:31:46Z

This is for the records - it is today December 12, 2006 - 1:28 pm

One happy box - I was so ferocious while holding it in the bus and on my way home - No one touches My box... it also had a big nice hug when I closed the door. ^-^;

It's a long way - but these scissors are not discouraged by the road to cut... so to speak

ohhhhhhhhhhhh bubble wrap :D My first bubbly wrap experience ... good day to you mister bubble wrap - you how been doing lately ? Full of air - eh ?

Ahhhhhhhhh the box with all my hopes and dreams and desires... isn't it beautiful and clean and classy ??

ohhhhh - super foamy protection - I bet she felt secure

*faints of happiness and resurects to take more pics* It's her !! She's here !! And she's ... my my so very taken care of and protected... *love love and more love*

ohhhh ze beautiful body - *wiggle eyebrows* hello gorgeous

Her certificate of authenticity - she's a Soom Gena - authorized and legal and certified and MINE !!

Gifties ?? I was not expecting that - OHhhhh thank you Dimu - DollSoom ... awww :D <-- ze happiness !!

velcro - for the head/wig ? ... so thoughtful.

awwwwwwwwwww ain't that the cutest pendant ever ?? really shows how I fee right now.

She's anxious to get out of the box already - been there for quite some time now - need air

my my that body of hers... yummy angles and shapes

reminds me of my nice - it only has been 5 minutes out of the box and she stands already... kids today...

yup - standing proud and tall

I don't know - I just loved the concept of the foam shaped thing...

In all her naked glory !! (and hell she is detailed !! She has clear female "between the legs" details and she even has those circles around the nipples on her boobies... wow !!)

The end of the arrival

^____________________^ now i'm gonna go have some Valium Tea because I'm too high... bad for the heart as I learned... hihi